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 I think they always here. But one day everyone know. When they come other things go. Maybe soft to start. Maybe slow. Maybe. Street unfamiliar - right now all of sudden. You drive down many time. Forget someone name when saying when talking. Forever. Name just gone. Maybe later less soft. Buildings be just there but no should. Maybe street not even being there now. Now yesterday gone. Now before gone. Just gone, now, no day before now. Which means no day tomorrow. That go too. 

No change to body. On outside - stuff - all everything - here. Same sky. Same buildings. Same dirt. On outside only. Deep deep bone pull out. Maybe king eat bone. Bone gone. Bone like watch like clock maybe. Need bone for walk. Need bone for think. Bone gone - now no crawl. Just sit. Just lay. No think. What is last thing? What can be new thing? Can’t know. 

All bone gone - rip out – so what? Who talk to? Who that? What who. Stranger face now only. Not even stranger  - what face. Once family once love now not strangers. Just meats. Meats maybe sitting at same table. Much panic. Write thing down. Yes many writing. No matter no help. You write - you read. Mean nothing. Word hook for fish. Sea gone. Lake gone river gone. Word just hook. Hook hurt. You feel want fish but you not know what fish - you just have hook. You hungry. Word hurt. 

Maybe not sea. Maybe not fish. Maybe puddle. Enough to know wrong. King cruel. Give me just puddle. Just smell. Not even smell fish -  just know once thing like fish. Cruel king. Lucky one not have puddle. Lucky one all dry. In desert. Happy feast on all face. Better than fish you cant know what is and cant have. Better just eat whatever you think face is. Better you not know that you loved person eat.

Now see them. Not move not speak. Just be there like they always. In dark laundry. Between wall. Behind tree. There. In mirror worst. Some little time we ignore pretend. Train shop TV still run but no one want no need. Just only wait for thing you know already gone. More empty come. More dust more still. Meats sit down not get up. Body not change but know. It know before mind. It give up. Body right. 

Some meat some body some me walk one day. Maybe all days. Walk. See car see body see building. See all with dust. Sun not here. Not see dust then. But see scars. Then no see stars only scar. All colour. Growing. Flower of night. Look. See other body look. Stare up watch bloom smell of water. Smell home. 

Some body king eat . Some body not stop stare. Some body king take eyes. King take. 

King take smile. King take eyes. King take all. Some body just stand not stop stare look sky not stop maybe sun come back then still stare burn eye. Black eye black pit dead dead meat. Still stare. I know look scar no more keep eye down look ground look dust. 

Some time then now machine stop big one. Power gone stop lights go no lights quiet no sound. Then… body change body get rot. Many erupt rot from stop power plant. No keep going stop danger for many body for many meats. See lost many city lost many place gone many place rot many place danger eat flesh. Gone. Not look up no go near rot. Danger.

With come King with end come king our King his world now. Ruin city come first many city ruin he come. Back King now always here always always here never stop never start King here now King here now always always King his world never stop never start just puddle make think maybe how to make think maybe not King well but wrong thing King always here part of wrong fish smell of fish wrong yes.

King wear mask like scar. All colours on face. Crown reach star. His palace. Subjects meat left. He preside all world. Meat of city belong king. Living dead meat pain from puddle. Their hurt idea of fish. Outside city meats more hungry more angry. No puddle no hook no think of fish think only eat. Think only stay away city. Stay away King and kill. Kill become like King. Flame. Spike. All heaving meat living meat hungry meat kill all see but maybe one two kill together to kill more one two fight. Breathe always smoke breathe always dust breath always eat breath always brake. Outside city bone of man bone of house bone of car all come all be. Dust ground drink deep many meat blood. 

King come more. Scar go. Scar fill King. Prince come. Many prince and send many prince each city. Prince make garden in city. Garden like scar but here. Garden like plant like bubble like space. Garden look you. People city go garden and cry never stop. Walk new garden maybe scream. Garden in building garden in street. Garden visit people. Scar fall earth too. Touch land. Spread land. Meat outside city find scar and now change like prince. Garden not just city. 

New meats come to city young small meats. Garden take meats make more meats. Garden new family for meat. Garden womb for meat womb for prince new meat come different not many old one left. Many less old meats in waste. Many dead face many blood. But garden in waste and new meats too in waste. Wild meats new meats angry garden for stop. No prince no King for garden in waste. Garden rule waste. But city King and prince rule garden and rule meats and rule new meats and new face. Quiet come to city more quiet more dust more garden. No calm no quiet in waste only eat much eating meat in now of now.

I sit in now. I sit I look. I look cliff. I see sea. I see whale sea dead boat. Stink of sea. Have house. Stay away garden. No meat no past no future. Now. I have house. Top of cliff. Look out see waste. See city see sea. Sometime night sometime day sometimes rain always dust. No order everything happened now everything now everything now everything now everything now…